Monday, May 31, 2010

What should I do?

As usual, there are phases in life that one goes through..most of the time you will end up feeling hurt, disappointed, hurt and SICK. The irony is that it will not stop you..but instead you will get up, again and again and again till pure exhaustion hits you. Then you will hit hard.. kneeling on your knees, cupped hands in the air, praying hard to Allah for mercy, for guidance..

You will feel a sense of loss..a sense of disappointment...what have you done wrong..what road do you take.....do you follow your instincts..why does things can be so complicated...do I need to become the better person...my privacy is violated...I feel so alone..so alone ..so helpless..

I cant seem to be doing the right thing..it seems everything at this moment is moving in a slow motion..unnecessary words are said then regretted..sorry doesn't change anything...

Thank goodness hubby understands...but is this fair on me? On him?..all I am asking is for someone to listen..listen hard...and for some directions.... what should I do?


"SOME RESPONSIBILITIES ARE JUST HARD TO CARRY.."

3 comments:

MamaTiaMia said...

cippa..kenapa? ala la siannya..mai sini tia mia kiss2 auntie.auntie is strong,don't give up.

Missing Cat said...

sabar ye kak wan...ujian dlm hidup ni adalah perkara biasa...

just to cheer u up kan...tak bleh blah la tgk remy dgn rambut pelsu panjang semalam...huh...selekeh dan busuk...hahahahaha...

cippa said...

Azu,semalam tengah emo sikit..actually I am having a problem..tapi tak tau nak handle it..frustrated jugak kerana rasa macam buat serba tak kena..problem ni dah lama tapi tak nampak penyelesaiannye..thanks for the kisses..nothing beats hugs and kisses.

Farah, thanks for the support..hahaha..bab lelaki rambut panjang, kak wan kurang berkenan sikit..walaupun jejaka hot seMalaya..bau busuk?..hehe..bab tu tak tau..but have you seen majalah Intrend bulan Mei..Remy on the cover with Fasha Sandha..ooo..la la