I wonder whether I have the right to say the things that I feel, want and need. I realised in the hard way, sometimes the closest people around you do not think or share the same thoughts like you do. I guess if I do not have the avenues to speak, to be honest with myself, I shall just lie still in pain, let others do the talking for me...but they cant never feel my pain.
If I need to cry, I will cry on my own. If I feel pain, I shall treat it on my own. If I feel lost, I will have to find the way home..it will always be on my own...I guess I can only depend on myself..