It strucked me this morning, as usual, my head was thinking in its active mode..memikir masalah dunia yang tak habis-habis. It strucked me that I dont have a friend to confide my problems and share my thoughts. I dont have a friend to chit chat in the morning over a cup of milo. I dont have a friend that I can call in time of need. I dont have a friend to talk to about my kids.
The cold hard truth, am quite a loner , not by choice actually, the circumstances and the surroundings of my present position does not allow me to be sociable.The management team is filled with men who are comfortable within themselves. I have only one friend at work which I see at the weekly management meetings and the odd gathering. Rarely do we get to really speak, as most the talk would be focused on our work. This has been going on since May 2009.
The routine that I have for the past 2 years plus is breakfast and lunch in my room except for the occasional lunch on fridays with my lil sister that I look forward to. Packed lunch (courtesy of my PA) mengadap the computer sambil tengok fb or my mails.
My last posting was a bit bearable, I had my wonderful officers that I could chit chat with during our breaks at the court. I dont know whether it was uncomfortable for them, but I enjoyed our little talks. To Fiona and Aida I missed your updates on the latest gossip.
One thing about me that not healthy is that I tend to be quite obsessive over matters that takes my fancy. So life was repeated affairs of A and RM. Thank goodness, I have pushed it way back in my mind because it was consuming too much of my time and quite unhealthy.
So BB, see you soon.
2 comments:
who is BB?
i will tell you one day nanti
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